stuff.

no pictures this week. Morgan wanted to make my computer "faster, and stronger" and instead of the million dollar computer (or would that be bionic computer? my early 80's tv shows escape me often) i ended up with a hunk of junk sitting under my desk. so i am using his. its a Mac. Running Linux, thank the gods. i couldnt function without Linux.

we are feeling mucho better. the weather sure is a fickle thing around here, it snowed in the middle of the night two nights in a row, and today i woke up to a blue sky with sun a-shinin.

last night i went to the modeling thing. a group of five of us c-section mamas posed in various states of undress, i myself was nude with a sheer drape on my neck or in hands. it was really really nice. i enjoyed it ALOT. we ate some good snacks, had good talks, looked at each others scars, talked about our kids. it was an enjoyable evening. one of the mamas there, the only one i knew before last night, who was also the only other one that was pregnant, was in labor. not the TV kind of screaming at the top of your lungs, ripping your own hair out labor, just contracting every few minutes. she was a glowing goddess. these pictures are going to be beautiful and POWERFUL. i am really really really glad i did it and didnt chicken out. i cant wait to see the pics!

Addy wants to spell and read SO badly. anything she can get her hands on that has letters on it she is reading the letters and trying to sound it out. 2.5 years old.
WOW.

People at Morgans work want him to apply for a supervisory position. i think it would be good for him. gets him off the phones, and he is a GREAT leader. i think he should. he is still on the fence about it.

week 19! the baby is getting bigger and stronger. its supposedly about 10 inches top to toe now. 10! the other night Morgan was able to feel it beat up his hand while i was laying down on my side. in a few weeks Addy should be able to feel the baby moving.

i have someone coming over to clean my kitchen and bathroom in an hour and a half. WHY do i have a sudden urge to pick up? seriously? i have no energy, but i feel like i should be picking up and pre-cleaning for my friend who is also the cleaning lady.... is that strange? its like i dont want her to know just how tired i am and what a lazy family we are.
thats lame huh? i think i will just have her do my kitchen today. i can do my bathroom. maybe. if i ever find my lost energy.
think its behind the couch?