life n stuff

so, i have forgotten what i last shared.

here we stand:

Niamh, is SUCH a little Leo child. she is strong willed, and head strong. she is funny, and bright, and brings light to my darkest moments. she is wanting to do everything big sister does. everything. When Addy is doing homework, Niamh wants to do homework, when Addy is reading a book, Niamh wants to read a book "all by MYSELF". she is a handful, and a joy.

Addy, is my very typical little Cancer crab child. Her reading has just blossomed and flourished in the past week, she is wanting to read everything, and spell everything. Her artwork is maturing, and i am really enjoying seeing her imagination come out on paper. We are having a bit of a rough time with the juvenile bipolar stuff. Life isnt hard for the child, or the parent of the child when juvenile bipolar is a fact of life in the family. so, we have our great days and our not so great days. our fabulous moment, and times where i feel like i need to duck and cover. we are currently looking for a child psych who specializes in juvenile bipolar.

Morgan is still working at N(company name here) and he HATES it. it is a huge commute, for a pay cut, and he hates his actual job. Hollywood is going to bring him back at the end of February, so that is a HUGE relief for him. and me, cause i hate to see him like this.

he started painting, and just finished a REALLY beautiful canvas of a demon fetus in utero. it is really lovely. he is hoping to sell his work. and potentially do some commissioned works. so if anyone knows anyone who wants a fabulous artist to do a mural for a kids room, or a large canvas for a living space, Mo is your guy.

me, well i am hanging on. knowing i will have health insurance soon helps. my mom has offered to purchase my meds for me, for which i am eternally grateful.

i am hoping to get a spinning wheel soon, i have a ton of gorgeous wool roving from icelandic sheep and lambs, local to me, that i cant wait to spin. hopefully i can sell the yarn, or items i crochet with it. but i dont even know if i will want to part with it cause it is going to be so lovely!

my brother in law, Morgan's brother Billy, moved in with us.

he has been helpful for the most part. and it is a big financial help. we arent out of the hole, but we are getting there.

i am still caring for one little girl one day each week. but i am looking for an out of the house job. to help with finances. i am not looking forward to it. i hate leaving my kids. especially when Niamh has been SO clingy to me lately. but it needs to be done.

so, that is our world. what's new with you?